Its 6:12am and I have been up since 3:00am. This early rising is kid induced of course. So, here I sit after having gone through the ShopRite circular to see what is on sale and what meals I can get out of it for the week.
I feel like I am struggling to get back on track. I realize that my energies are scattered and I am not exactly sure why. Could be a number of things. I am readjusting to not working anymore, dealing with this pregnant for four days then not so much, the school year winding down, the want and need to put Max in daycare knowing we can not afford to do so and not succumbing to the pressure to do so anyway, feeling like I am not taking time for me.
It is funny how things seem so clear in the wee hours of the morning. All of the possibilities just exist. I have decided to stop putting exercise off until the middle of or end of the day. I realize I do my best in the morning first thing. Now to make it happen.
So, both children are up watching Wow Wow Wubbzy. We have gone through the books, looked for stuff in Shop Rite, made a list....and now....they are sleepy.
I am going upstairs to put on some work out clothes (heck, maybe I will stay in my pajamas and put the kids on the jogger and we are going to go running. It will put them to sleep and allow me to start my day. It can't hurt any.
ShopRite will be there after the run. Maybe a little more crowded, but being around people is not always bad. Most times, but not all the time.
Today, I refocus on the good stuff and I am going to stop stressing about everything and nothing. There really is no need for that.
Until the Next Time
Your Recovering Fat Girl'
Mikki
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